"I live my days in the in-betweens. In between heart-melting sweetness and meltdowns. In between racing and resting. In between letting them grow and internally pleading them to stop growing. My days take years to pass. My years flit by in what seems like days. In between it all, this life that we are building, is happening....that means the weariness that reaches to my marrow every day means something beautiful. Deep down, I know it does. It means something beautiful. The most beautiful of somethings. Being present to it all, right now, is the best time of our life. Hoping that Mercy will infuse it all, believing that it is infusing it all right now, is the best time of our life.
I know deep inside that there are more moments of exquisite magnificence packed into each day than I am aware of."
Carrie's words here said it better than I could. Do go read the rest and know, deep in your soul, that what you are doing - even if you feel you are doing it poorly - means something beautiful.